I went to church, I haven't been there in years and I haven't been practicing any religion. A lot has changed, it almost felt like a mega church now. It would be funny if jesus christ can help me 🥺
Staying up late writing tailored cover letters to people that won't even look at it kind of sucks not gonna lie. But what can you do, at least I have fun making my site in between.
Feeling
Tense
Food/Drink
Peas
Games
Minecraft
Music
Noisia - Outer Edges ⚡
9.28.2024
Notes:
Non stop spray painting for side work my finger for pressin buttons hurt i can barely curl it. Crazy how no one else there wore PPE for it until like last year. Might have to go in again after depending on what I made actually sold...
I keep accepting small design work for family & friends when i low key dont want to do it but I think it keeps me moving which is good. Lots of misc and random ways for additional income this month so I should be grateful. Also gives me a chance to see people I havent met in a while
Gave away costumes I had for halloween to kids and I realized that there will be no more trick or treating for me ever again, I'm old old :(
cold brew i had today got me fucked up my day is gone just like that
Feeling
Optimistic
Food/Drink
Biscuits
Games
Hitman Blood Money
Music
Genesis Owusu - Struggler 🐄
9.9.2024
Notes:
Really into honey and sashimi these days I think I was a bear in a past life.
Working out 4 times a week is going good. Let's keep that up.
I baked biscuits and cobbler yesterday and worked out and the weekend is over and it's 11pm already I gotta post this and sleep bye
Feeling
Annoyed
Food/Drink
Mint Tea
Games
Paper Mario TTYD
Music
Frost Children - Spiral 🤡
8.5.2024
Notes:
Tried to use AI chatbots for fun but lost interest real fast once it just relays the same information back and forth to you and doesn't remember things you tell it seconds ago. I kept calling them out for ruining the immersion 😭.
I want to move because all the jobs I want are remote but then I wouldn't have a garden anymore and that would kill me.
I'm playing like 6 games at the same time without finishing anything and please don't ever do that again. I need the closure.
It floods so much now since it rains so hard. I keep going out for a walk anyways because it's nice and cool.
Kinda regretting lending my camera for an undetermined amout of time LIKE WAIT I NEEDED THAT
Feeling
Muggy
Food/Drink
Makgeolli
Games
Inscryption
Music
Gold Celeste - The Gentle Maverick 🌞
6.19.2024
Notes:
Finally posted the memorial page for my pup, it's very long overdue but I feel happy with it.
I'm gonna catsit so much this month and I love that a lot.
My sleep schedule is so disordered I get up at 3am now, it might just fix itself at this point.
Feeling
Tense
Food/Drink
Popcorn
Games
Mirror's Edge
Music
RITCHRD - TAPE 5 📼
5.4.2024
Notes:
Finally back. It's good to be home but I'll miss the only ever off time I will get in years. I took a lot of photos and went everywhere all across.
Just fixing all the broken links because it bugs me. Don't think dropbox lets you direct embed anymore? Welp another reason not to use it in 2024.
Went out for BBQ today to celebrate a belated birthday.
Feeling
Awake
Food/Drink
Focaccia bread
Games
Fallout 4
Music
2 Mello - this year I lose my mind 🔑
3.13.2024
Notes:
I'm going to Korea in a few days and won't be back until end of April! Looking forwards to going on a vacation as it's been a while since I had one :)
Feeling
All over the place
Food/Drink
Matcha cookies
Games
Sims 4 (help)
Music
Bodikuu - Rio / Bodianova 🌴
1.29.2024
Notes:
Happy 2024! New page and squeezing in an update before January is over -- it's been an abnormally warm winter with so much rain.
Gotta win a very silly settlement case thats been going on since 2020 and these past two months for closure and clarity for my mind.
I've never driven around this much in my life. I have a car to drive to work now and that is a thing now. World unknown to me since I've only used public transport. I zone out often and imagine myself accidently running someone over and want to stop. 😮
